The thoughts you keep

"I thought about you last night.

Infact I have thought about you a lot recently.

I dont know why that is, there is no special anniversary,

no strange amount of days since you departed.

I keep wondering how long it has really been.

I have stopped myself from counting, because I feel like

I dont need to know anymore and it doesnt really matter anyway.

You left a big hole in my life.

You all did.

Woah, to think of everyone who has gone from my life that I

thought would always be there.

The world will let you down, kid.

The world will kick you.

But you have to take that world in your hands, clean it a little bit

and love it all the same.

It means well, and there is a lesson in everything.

I read my diary yesterday - the chapters where you filled the pages.

There was such love and hope and innocence written in those pages,

I wonder if its only inside that I have changed.

Every day I keep on learning.."

Changed from changes

"Before long you will see that I am

not the girl I used to be.

I have grown in many ways -up

but also out and inside too.

I learnt some lessons the hard way, and saw the value

in that truth.

I pushed myself when I wanted to retreat.

And so now I am here where I wanted to be.

I have seen things I always wanted to see.

But I have so much more infront of me."

Were lovers now strangers

*via lovebot

"I dont know what would happen if I saw you.
I think I would just walk on by.
Knowing inside that tears are falling,
but outside there will be a drought.
All the hopes and dreams have faded, as has
the intense love that I felt for you.
You dont deserve me.
And I deserve more than you."

changes

*via music + pixels!