Cant ever go back

"I felt like that moment would change me,

that nothing would ever be the same again.

And it wasnt.

Now that I have gone there I cant ever

go back and pretend I hadnt.

I know the way now.

I cant pretend that I dont.

If I knew it would turn out like this I

dont think I would have done it.

They say it wasnt true love if you dont

think the pain of the end was worth it.

I loved you with all my heart and soul but

all of this has ruined what we had.

The darkness has bled into the light

and the past is now a little murky.

I am moving on."

A moment in time

"A moment in time

Collapsed into history

All that I felt

All that you were

Discarded

You never knew me

I never knew you

I thought I did

You thought you did

We thought too much

Evasion

If I never find this again

If I never try again

Would it be easier?

Silence is the answer

Defence

Eternity fell through the gap

When you let go of my hand

I felt the darkness come

I saw the hurricane

And I surrendered

Release

Nothing is the way it was

Yet I feel no remorse

Jaded by the past

Still I walk on

Belief"

let go of the past

*via quote book